ellaam mudinjiduchu

  I am really sorry ... this is the final am asking u sorry.....  drive pannikittey edho njaabagam ...but ... naan unakku ennellaam panna koodaadho adhellam pannittendi ...... i  inneram unakku ennenna problems nu theriyalai...suresh thittunaa..epdiyaavadhu solli samaalichudu.... ..  idhukku
mela naan unnai kastapaduthunaa ...naan unnai love pannadhukey artham illama poidum .......
ennaala nee niraya manakastangalai pattutta ...   enakku nee avoid panra thinking ah iruku ... also thyroid level increased ..hormone levels is not in controle.........  naan unakku kadaisiya kodutha  kastam avasarathula edho njaabagathula msg paniten ...     idhukku melayum naan unkitta veruppai unadakka  virumbalai
.. 
en chellam di nee...unakku oru kastamnaa thaangikka maatten... ippo naaney unakku remba kastamaagitten... idhukku naan un mela vecha love nu solli reason solla virumbalai ......  naan unakku verum piratchinaigalaidhan kodutheyn ...

idhuvarai naan unakku pannina kastangalukkku ....mannichudunu oru vaarthai la solla mudiyaadhu ...   enakku unnai remba pudikkum ... un sirippu...nee enkitta urimaiyoda pesuradhu ... moreover nithish ah appaa nu sollavechu enna sandhosapaduthunadhu .......idhu ellamey en manasula apdiyeh irukku ...

nee avoid panna aarambichadhum...enakulla ennai nee vittutuu poiduvagra bayamdhan ...   but ippo solren sudhaa ... mulumanasoda solren......ennai vituttu poidu..........  idhukku mela un life la ennala edhuvum problem varaadhu .......

namakulla ini endha uravum vendaam..pasangalai paarthuko ...takecare of urself....idhellam   naan msg la sollura varai unnnai face panna mudiyaadhu.....   idhuku mela unnai samaadhana padutha mudiyaadhu ...ippo unakku rembavey bayam vandhirukkum.....  naan ooruku vandhaalum  unnai paarkkamaten ... Nee free ah life ah paaru ...    idhuvarai ennoda  thollaigalai poruthukittadhu podhum di...

unkooda irundha andha dAys dhan ennoda life la adhigamaana happy ah irundhadhu . ...thenn   ippo adhiga kastathai kodukuradhu nammaloda pirivu ....  I really miss u loosu ...unnai remba remba  kastapaduthitten... enkitta irukura ellaa photos dlt pannniduren ... oru photo irukum...blue saree la....... ...adhumattum naan ooruku varum podhu panniduren.  .... 

udambai paarthukodi...un ninaippu eppavum pogaadhu....but unnai thondharavu pannamaten...

I really really gonna miss u daalu...

I am sorry for everything . .. naan unnai vittu poga vendiya neram vandhudichu...

nee  morn thittum podhu ennaala thanga mudiyaadhu ....so reply pannamaaten ...enakku andha thairiyam illai.......

i love you always...nd u will be n my heart forever. takecare chellam...

ippo mulumanasoda solren .... ennai block pannidu looosu...2 days kastama irukkum apram enakku pazhagidum.....

I miss u di .I mis u .I miss u.. byee😢 block now😢😢😢🙏🙏

great cheater

that.. ..ava ivlo naal panathukkaga pazhagirukkaA......  I just want get my money back ....   I remember the movie...  pachchaikili muthhucharam 😎

avlodhaan pola

dp change panna sonne...missing sad dp chang panninaa...   naan apdiyeh sema happy aaneyn...appo paarthu ...masahiro Japan karan call pannaa.. ...avankitta sema sound la hi sonne.. .hey ..enna remba happy ah ..sounds high irukkunu sonnaa.. ..pesittu...

cut pannittu ..avakita chat panninaa ..... posukunnu ...dp unakku illainu sonnaapaaruu ....buk nu irundhuchhhu ....

nyt dhaan...dream la apdi ipdi irundhuchuu ...matter eh nadandhuchu ...ippo naan poren po nu sollitu vandhutten😂 onnu perusa sad laam illai...paarthukalam
...2 days pesaama vitttaaa ...sariyaagidum ...dp
ah paarkaama irukkanum aandavaa

midnyt dreams

loossuu.. luv u di.. unnai hug pannanum pola irukku...  ooruku vandhu unnai hug pannikittey irukkanum pola irukkudi.....

I love you chellam
.... ummaahww .... thapppu thappa manasu thonudhu...mood ah irukkunuu sex video paarthutu irundheyn ... adhula naama rendu perum panra maadhiri mind odudhudi ... i miss u chellam... unkooda irukkanum pola irukkudi .
..... kattipudichuttu ......rendu perum ...irukkii ....i miss u di ... ummaahww  chellaamm .. I kiss u di ... un udambu full ah kiss pannanumdii ...😙😙😙then ....unnoda paadhiya naan kalandhudanum .mm😍😍 mudiyalaidi ... I just want u n my arm ..umnahe.. love you so much loosu

gym time

lazy to go to gym ..... now days work vera very busy illai ... ...edho oru vegathula poi amount kattittu vandhuten. ....😎😉 hmm 30 min poi gym trainer ta pesittu vandhuttenn ...  Tom evng la irundhu join pannikiren nu solliyaachuu.....

work time ..poga..gym la yeh work out pannanum..
confident level increase pannanum . ...physical fit aanaa...stress irukkadhu ...nd also work out panninaa..time pass.. so lonely feel irukkadhu .....  and inimel
edhukkaagavum azha koodadhu .....  indha konja naal la remba azhudhutten .....

ini apdi oru feeling ku addict aaga koodadhu.....   .... hope naan ninaichadhellaam nadandhaa ....again naan pazhayapadi endha worry illaama iruppen ... ... let's see

dinner time.. chicken
  biriyaani is calling ....offf here .... gudnyt to me nd my daaalu 😍 

I don't want to miss her... memories azhiyanum.

  kandippa avalukku en mela love irukuradhai vida bayamdhan vandhurukkum ... adhukku naaney kaaranamagitten.... ..  idhukku mela avalai naan disturb pannamaley irundhadhan avaloda life la happy ah iruppaa ....  ..  epdi ennai avoid panninaalo apdiyeh contniue aagattum .....  avloda indha love la naan fail aagitten ....    ....  ava photos onnu vidaama delete pannitten .... ava happy ah irukkanum ... ..   life la rendu perum paarthukura chance vandhuda koodadhu nu ninaikiren

ava manasula irundha konja love um ippo bayamaa maarirukkum ...

so ava life la naan irundha...enkitta bayathoda dhan pazhaguvaa ...

innoru thadavai ava ennai avoid panradha i  ennaala thaangikka mudiyaadhu ....

...naan avalai konjam konjama marakkanum ...

love feeling eh varakoodadhu ..

avaloda vaazhndha andha happy days ...ini thirumba varaadhu ....

avalai kastapaduthaama irukuradhudhan ... naan ava mela vechurundha paasam unmai aagum

avaloda happy life la vaazhattum..

naan naanaave irundhuttu poren ..

ennoda manasai naan controle pannanum ...

evlo seekiram mudiyumo avlo seekiram marakkanum...

avaloda mugam enakku marandhu pora
  alavukku.....naan maaranum...

and final ah indha blog ah dlt pannidanum...

idhu
ellaam seekiram nadakkanum..

eppo rendu perum marakkuramo..mudinja numbers ah chang pannidanun ...

avaloda ninaippeh varakoodadhu ..😐😐..  

I wanna hug u ..

naama kalyaanam pannikkalaamanu ketka thonudhu...  ippo ava en mela irukura veruppula naan edhu sonnaalum avalukku pidikkadhu ....    atleast ava a.c. number ketkaama irundhaaley podhum..

avasarapattu  indha blog link koduthutten ...  vera vazhiyillai ..ava sincere ah amount return pannanu irukka...so vera vazhi illama link  koduthutten..

indha blog naan avakooda ..avalukkey theriyaama vaazhndhuttu irukuradhu.

ennai marriage pannikuriyaadi.... nee in family kooda..naan en family kooda... 

vendaam ...marupadiyum unnai love panrennu kastapaduthalaidi ....   nee En mela vechurundha veruppai  contniue pannuu ...

enakkaga nee nalla padichu exam eludhanum adhu podhum ...

unnai ini kastapaduthhama irukuradhudhan .... naan unnai love panninadhukku artham
..

i miss u always ...unnai enakku remba pidikkum....

amount return panna numnu ninaichuttu irukkadha pls....apdi nee ketkum podhu enakku seththuralam pola irukku...

exam ku padi di chellam . ...  naan thalli ninnu nee happy ah irukuradhai paarkanum..

I love you..nd miss u ....

pls pls pls .... exam la concentrate pannu...

enakkaagaa ....

mudinja ennai mrg panniko ...

I love you di ... am always crying di

unnai vittuttu ippo azhugaiyaa varudhu ...pasangalukku vera doubt..yen ipdi irukkarunu ...ennai meeri azhugai varumpodhu ...bathroom poi face wash panni manage panren...... thaniyaa irukkanum pola irukku ...... mudiyalaidi ...naan epdi 6 month varai manage panna porennu theriyalai ...  ahdukulla nee ennai veruthupoi marandhuttu  vaazha aarambichuduva ....

naan unkooda irundhaa ..unakku kastam dhaan ... naan unnai ninaichukittey vaazndhuduven .........   oru naal  unakku indha unmaiellam theriyum....  naan kastapattaavadhu kettavanaavey irundhudanumdi ....

I miss u chellammm . ..... needhaandi en life... but unakku naan sumaiyaa irukkakoodadhu ..adhukkaga   unnai naan pirinjudhaan irukkanum....

eppoavum unnai ninaichukittey iruppen ... I love you di ... I miss u daalu..

i want to drop my tears  n ur feet .....😭😭

ennoda uyiraa ninaicha unnai kastapaduthittuu irukken ..konja naal la sariyaagidum... I love you daalu....

I miss u di

unakku innaikku exam ...wish panna kooda mudiyalai....seththuralaam pola irukku......  azhudhukittey irukken ...unkooda sandai pottu pirinjuttaa konja naal la ellaam marandhuduvennu ninaichaa...ippodhaandii enakku kastamaa irukku ... ..ennaala mudiyalai ...  I don't know how to accept ....nee illaama vaazhavum mudiyaadhu...  unnoda love ah kevalapaduthittano nu thonudhu....  ..... mudiyalaidi chellam ... unnai kastapaduthittu ovoru nodiyum saavalaam pola irukku.....  ..

enakku amount koduthuranumnu nee ninaichuttu iruppadi ....sathiyamaa enakku vendaammdii ...     unkooda vera maadhiri sandai potrukkanumdi... 

I love  you di .. nee illaama ennaala vaazhamudiyalai .....  6 month ku appuram indha unmai unakku theriyumdi....  appo nee ennai purinjukuva ...adhuvarai epdiyvaadhu kastapattuu vaazhanum ...  nee illaama ..unnoda ninaivugalai vechukittu..vaazhanum.....  unnai hurt pannadhukku mannichuko ..enakku vera vazhi theriyalaidi ..😏  I hope u will be happy without my disturbence😑

takecare daalu ... I love you somuch..nd miss u a lot now.

goodnyt di

naan unnai hurt pannittu indha 24 hrs la ... seththutttu irukkendii ....but enna panradhu .. enakku kastamaa irundhaalum ..... unnai disturb pannii daily nee ennai verukkurahdukulla ...  moththamaa veruthutta ellaam sariyaagidum di.......  unnoda vaazhkaila nee ennai marandhudu..happy ah iru .... konja naalaikku ennai kettavanaavey ninaichuttu irupppadi......  paravalla.....   

En manasula nee eppavum irundhuttu iruppa ....      lifelong nee enakkuu chellamdhaaandi ... ...  I really miss u di ....

u changed  ur whatsapp status ....like
 
man cant live without love ....  yes  I cant live  without u... but now days I become disturb to u... so ellaathukkum serthu oru mudivu katttitenn ...

be happpy daalu ..... dont worry about money ...........  unakku naan ac tharamaatten ....   ...

miss u di looosu

remba kastama irukkudii....... unnai hurt pannnittuu ... nee epdi feel pannuvannu yosichaa seththralaam pola irukkuu.....

inimel nee ennai ninaikkakooodadhu ... ennoda thondharavu illaama nalla iukkanumdi...  naan unnai thondharavu pannakoodadhu...  ..

amount ah kodukkanumnu kavalaipadaadhadi.....sathiyamaa apdi oru ennam  enakku illai...

namakulla oru sandai  varanum.....
avlodhaan..... 

idhellam konja naalaikku piragu unakku theriya varum chellam....

En uyir di nee....unnai kastapaduthiten....6 month aagum podhu...unakku indha unmai theriyumdii...adhukullaa nee illaama naanum.....naan illaama neeyum  vaazha aarambichuduvom......  

nee En mela vechurundha love  kaanamaa poganum ...avlodhaan...

unakku endha kastamum varakoodadhunu  help pannen ....  adhai vechey unnai hurt panni ennai  verukKa vechuttendii......   

i miss u dii ....... ...hope u will be hPpyy😚

mudiyalaidi

saapda kooda pidikkalaidi ...

edho periya thiyaagi maadhiri unnai hurt panninaa..sandai vandhu pirinjidalaamnu  hurt pannen.... but ippo ...unnai hurt panniten . .nee epdi feel pannittu iruppannuu   manasu full ah ranama irukkudii . ... Nee en chelllamdi ...  unakku onnunnnaa ennaala thaangikka mudiyaadhu ...  but naaney.....  I miss u di chellam . ..unmela enakku endha kovamum varaadhu ...kovam vandhaa azhadhaaan thonum....  .... ippo manasai  kalllaaana maadhiri irukku ...nee epdi naan illaama vaazhapora...naan epdi nee illaama vaazhaporennu theriyalai ..........    but  nee ennai verukkanum... adhukkaga edhuvenaalum panna ready ...

I love you di ...ennoda kaadhal ennodavey pogattum ...  ... .. I hope u will be happy....😢😢😢am just crying di ...i miss u daalu

feeling bad

... paavam ava inneram remba feel pannikittu irundhuruppaa..... .. konja naal la veruthutta marandhuduvaa ...

ennaala avalukku endha thondharavum irukkkadhu..... pogattum...  En kooda irundhaa ava sandhosamaa irukkamaatta ... . ...  i love you di

miss u di

over ah hurt pannittano nu feel ah irukku .....   enakku kastamaa irukkudii..  ... 

nee illaama  ..naan vaazhanumna vera vazhi theriyalai ... ... naan unnai marandhutta unakku unmai purinjidum

I miss u daalu ...

naan unnai marakkura varai ...naan kettavanaa irundhudhaan aaganumdi ...

adhukku nee ennai verukkanum

kandippaaa nee amount ready panninaalum vaanga maaten..

just nee ennai verukkanum .. naanum unnai marakkanum ....avlodhaan.. adhukkaaga naan yosichudhaan 

indha unmaigal theriyaamaley pogattum ...  

unnai vitttu poitu irukkendiii... 

ennaala unnai hurt pannra maadhiri kooda nadikka mudiyalaidi ....kastamaa irukku... vera vazhiillai..
...
ennai nee marakkanum...

elllaamey over di ....  Nee happpy ah irrukkanum.....family friends nu ...

naan unnai vittu  remba thoooram poga poren

unnai marakkamudiyalai.... neeyaavadhu ennai veruthudu

she said feeling bad

.. enkitta ac details ketkiraa...60000 dhan kodukka mudiyumnu solraa..

podi loossu yaarukkudi venum ..

unnai  venumney  hurt panradhukkeyy naan sethutta maadhiri irukku.. .. idhellam unakku puriyaadhudi...

naan unnai vittu rembathooram poganum .....unakku thondharavaa irukkakoodadhu...
..
last ah konja naatkal   naaan unakku thondharavadhan irundhiruken ..ennaala unnoda happy life disturb aagavendam

enakku azhagaana love ah koduthaa...adhu podhum

kandippaa money ah return vaanganumngra ennam illaidi ...

orunaal unakku indha unmaiyellam theriyum.. ...
..

ippodhaikku naan kettavana irukkanum ... so naan unnai hurt panniyeh aaganum..

I love you nd gonna misss uu..

I hurt her ...bcos of her happy ..nd let her hate me more

I am worried about her...naan avalai venumney hurt pannadhukku ....epdi feel pannittu iruppaa.. ....

avalukkku naan disturb ah irukka koodadhu... and moreover ...ini naan avakitta love kaaga kenja koodadhu ... ..naan ava mela vechurundha paasam .... ippo avalukku vesamaa irukkum....   ippo naan pannina hurt la mulusaa ennai veruththuttuu ... avalukku pudicha vaazhkaiya free mind ah vaazhattum....

ennnoda kadhal  enakulllayeh endrum vaazhndhu kondirukkum...

aval ennai mulumanasoda love panninaa andha days ... eppavum en nenjilayeh irukkum .... .
.
ippodhaikkku naan kettavanaa nadandhudhan aaganum..

avalai hurt pannum podhu..manasu valikudhu...but enakku vera vazhi theriyalai... 

ava ennai vittu mulusaa vilagi sandhosama irukkanum ...

avalukku naan kodutha amount ....
ava return panna try pannum podhu kandippaa ennai veruththukittey iruppaa ....... yes...

manasula valiyoda avalai mulusaa ennai vitttu piriya vechuttenn...

ava eppavum en manasulayeh iruppaa ....

naan mattum ava manasula otu kettavanaavey irundhuttu poren....

naan eppo mulusaa avalai marakkarano.....

appuram indha unmaiyellaamm theriyattum...

ippodhaikku naan kettavana contniue panna poren... with full of pain ...

i love you daalu... ennai mannichudu....naan unkitta blackmail panramaadhiri pesi hurt pannadhukku...

ennaikkaavadhu nee idhai therinjukkum podhu ... ennai paththiii purinjukkuva ... May be miss pannalaam .........  but apppooo naan unnai vittttuu rembathooram poiruppendi....  

unnai veruththuta maadhiri nadikka kooda mudiyalai .... kastamaa irukku...

nee enmela vecha paasam  kurainjirukkalaam.......

naan unnai en manasukulllayeh vechuruppen....naan seththaaalum ...
un ninaivugal maaraadhu ... naan un mela vechurundha...  kaadhal endrum azhiyaadhuuu ...

I love you sweetheart.......ummaahww ...

ini naan un life la varakoodadhu ...unnoda happy kaaga ... naan vilagittuu irukken.

miss u daaaluuu...

new morning

thinking about last nyt...    3 beer...and ava ennai kenja vechadhu...avoid panninadhu.....  and ava ennai vittupoga aarambichaa ...so naan avalai disturb pannakoodadhunaa  I should end here.... so so hardly i did......  ava mela naan vechurundha andha kaadhal ...i can't forget .

I am back who I was

last 1 week she was ignoring me ..nd worried about her friends....i almost getting high depressed ............i feel like ashamed about myself.....  naan epdi pesuneennuu theriyalai......... uyiraa ninaichuttuu irundha avalai naan over ah pesi hurt pannniteenn.......   naan edhaiyum ethirpaarkaaama senja help ah .........chaiii..... I should not talk likethat  ..but...  ava ennai avamaanapaduthi...azhavechuu..kevalapaduthii.....    can't tolerate

naan  izhandha thanmaanathukkkaga
...   pesitten...but ava enakku eppo amount return panraalo ...   avaloda account layeh potruven.... bcos...naan avamela vechurundha love......

ava venumnaa ennai care pannaama irundhirukkalaam
....but naan avadhaan ulagamnu  ninaichu vaazhndhuttu irundheyn..

anyhow...naan pesinadhala ava kandippa hurt aaagiruppaa....

I feel bad...but I felt like refreshed ..ava ennai love pannaama poirukkalaam...but.
naan avalai ennai vida adhigamaa avalai love pannen

niraya naal ...naan avalukkaga azhudhirukke

andha vali ennai pesa vechuduchuu..

i am sorry loossu unnai hurt panninadhuku..incause  nee enakku amount return panninaa.
..adhu unnnoda account dhan pogum....
I don't know about ur love.. . but I know about myself ..

worst nyy

how she  can avoid me likethis... ...

no I need to get out of this fucking affection.... she said she will go chennai lastnyyt....  I was waiting for a msg that she is leaving ....whole nyt...i felt like crying... nd depressed ..msging her...no response .... even not a  msg that am going to chennai now..chat  u tonarow
..

I went sleep arround 3 am ..after a hr i open whatsapp   ..she just asked causally like ..ennahdu enaachuu... no dp ...i think she blocked me....i send sms... then called ..she said am n chennai ... ndthen disconnect the call .....

cam n whatsapp .. nd saying reasons...coushin was using her mobile... nd she listning songs...bla bla.....  pesanumnaa epdi venaalum pesirukkalaam..

am not in her heart..

2 days ah ennoda nilamaiya paarthu en bro ..friend ta sollii ...avan yen ipdi edhaiyo parikodutha maadhiri irukkaan ...enna problem nu kelu paarkka sagikkalai ...edhu sonnaalum engayo paarthuttu irukkaan  nu kavalai ..

avalukku naan oru thollaiyaa maarittenn

there is no love..

finally i said..

naan unakku msg panninaa unn seruppaala moonjila adi nu ... yes...

i am not well...

last few days..we didn't talk as well ... she just talking like a stranger   ....i can feel thay she don't have crush on me......  yesterday I fight with her..... ....my mistakes is that ..thinking like she is not interested with me ... ...yesterday nyt i went car with beer.. chatting with her continuously... she didnt reply ...am tottally broken nd crying...

.
I was feel veryweek
...saapda thonalai ...car la aludhukittu irundheyn...i think 3 am varai thoongalai ...then sleep a while..5 am wakeup.....
... morng avaloda jio number online paartheyn ...with her dp pic...naan msg pannadhum friend yaaro pesuraanga...she said...dont chat her mother s here likethat....  I stopped.. .i trying to call her ...she didn't reply...

afternoon came nd shouting why u did msg me....then ltr she went to clg  for pay fees...

she want some money urgent ly...

enkitta avlo illai...my bro have some money to go to hospital for tomarow...i took from him ...then send her .. Tom morng arrange panni koduthukalam..

enakkuu ipppo anaadhaiya feel panren ....

ennoda family la nalla relationship illai ...veruppudhan irukku .. I have to pay .2.25 laks... mom asking always about it. .no worry paarthukaalm...

ippo enakulla irukira bayam ...ennaikavdhu oru naal ava ennai vittu poiduvaa
  .... ippo paavapattu pesittu irukkaa..... ennaala mudinja varai avalukku help pannanum...avaloda familiyoda happy ah irukkanum...
I think my family la mrg life break aagapogudhu....  

ennaala mudiyalai ..saagalam
pola irukku...  ennoda family  ah kastathula vittutuu
poida koodadhunuuu thaangittu irukken ...

kadanai adaichuttu...ennoda anna ku lorry business ready panni koduthuttu......ennoda life happy ah illainna.. ..yaarukkum
theriyaama poi engayaavadhhu sethuranum....

vaazhkai full ah yemaandhu poi ipppolaam... bayam ahigamaagudhu..

ennai purinjikka yaarumey illai...en pinnaadi varra ponnungalai avoid pannidren......  ippo enakkunnu
irukura en daalu... she completely changed....1 percent love kooda illai....avoid panna mudiyaama pesuraa
....one day she will avoid me...  onnu ...adhai naan thangikkanum ....

apdi illainna.. .sethuranum ..ennaala mudiyalai...am tottally broken.....

she said she will go to chennai tonyt...

I thought she will msg me...but still no msg ...anyhow..i hope she will be fine...

enkitta edhuvum illai.. .

ennoda life enga pogapogudhu nu theriyalai....

saavai nokkiyaa....illai...sandhosathai nokkiyaa ....

ennoda saavu yaarukkum theriyaama poidanum.....

last 3 days no sleep.. not eat gud..

I need to get out of this mind.. enakku bayamaa irukku ..naan edhuaavadhu panniduvanonuu...

bye now......

with tears   unlucky guy.